I wrote that today.

I don't know what i'm feeling. Ok, that's a lie, i do know. 

The thing is that i'm so tired of falling in love alone. Despite the fact that i never fall, when i do it sucks! And i like you, i really do, but i'm in between.

Feels like at some point, when i realized that i was falling for you, something (i know what it was, but i won't say) happened and i closed myself again. I know if i continue with that i will be screwed sooner than ever. Reasons?  If was suppose to happen, would already had, and it's  too much complicated, oh my God who am i kidding? I probably am alone with this crazyness! Youd don't give a damn! 

It's getting to a point when everytime that i talk to you, all i do is talk sheat. I can't help it, it's bigger than me, i swere that i try so much to stop, but when i see, i already said all the things i COULD NEVER say to anyone with a brain. 

I'm so sorry, seriously, it's a desiese that i have, it's pretty serious, it's called '' pay attention to me cause' i'm into you '' . 

The problem is that if i stop talking sheat, i probably would end up saying to you the truth, and i honestly don't know what is worst.